Fair question and easy one to answer, going to football is a habit , for years and years ,as soon as the fixtures came out I/we would arrange our lifes around them , family , parties ect , would all be around the fixtures , every Saturday , Tuesday I and more importantly everyone in my life would known where I would be, that all changed , the year we went to Northampton(decision made by non football people who just didn't understand football fans) , the bond the habit broken,, when we came back there were times especially night games when it would have been easy to stay away , but like I say , it was a habit , when the move to brum came about , habit already broken found I liked the money I got for work on Saturdays , because I wasn't there , it didn't hurt as much when we lost , likewise didn't get as much joy when we win , I posted today as I always in the past wondered how someone could go to Wembley one week then not go back for a year , sadly I have become one of them people(which I never ever thought I would) , tried to explain this but you know how it is , a lot of people jump down your throat and try to tell you what you are thinking or why you are doing something , people who have never met you, but it suits an agenda, if we are back in cov next year I will have a season ticket and hope to get the habit again ,and to answer your other question no I don't feel like I'm missing out , its toxic enough on here , yet alone at the grounds