Honestly... I'm still so grateful to be able to go. You don't know what you've got until it's gone. I don't expect Premier League football while we're playing in League 1. We have a team full of League 1 players. I've been to some school matches and I suspect those there that are screaming at their kids because they're not Ronaldo are the same complaining that we are not Man City. We're not Man City, by the way.
A series of bad decisions, over investment in the wrong areas, the HR/Ricoh saga, the poor recruitment of managers and players, the disastrous season with the board with "The Greatest Skill Set Ever Assembled... Even better than the Avengers AND X-Men", the move to Northampton. This list is not exhaustive but all main contributors to where we are now.
I was so proud of The Sky Blue Army during the most recent march and the subsequent Gillingham match, but equally, I've never been more disappointed than at the last home game.
I may be delusional, but I don't even mind if we don't get a top 6 finish this year. I'm just glad I can watch my team play again. I'm glad I can speak with confidence about us missing key players from last season, the limitations of our current formation, the passion of Pressley and promise of Coulibaly. I'm glad that I can share it with my daughter - the disappointment, the excitement, the joy and the despair. I'm glad we have a manager who, whilst sticking to his principles, has enough integrity to admit his shortcomings and adjust. I'm glad our biggest players spend time with the fans.
More than anything though, I'm glad I can still support the club I've loved since I was a boy. I can wear the badge with pride.
Come back the missing 20,000... Look at the future with cautious optimism. It's not too expensive, it's not too far away, the football isn't that bad, and we miss you!