I have to say, I think I care less now than I did say, 10 years ago. I love the high moments don't get me wrong, but I now treat the low points with a shrug of the shoulders and a kind of 'meh' attitude to things.
I think this could be for a number of reasons. Life's been sooooo hard for everyone this last year and I've become a lot more resilient to things and have had to learn not to get to concerned about things I cannot control. Whilst I have an emotional attachment to the club, I can't affect what 11 players do on a pitch on a Saturday.
The last 12 months have been tough mentally - losing my job, starting my own business, worrying about making enough money to pay the bills and mortgage, continuing to give my 2yr old a great upbringing without the guaranteed income, my wifes job, not catching covid - I've not got enough headspace to worry about things that I cannot control to be honest.
I've focused so much in the last couple of months about well-being as this 3rd lockdown has affected me a lot more and I think I'm in a good position. But I've learned to not let things like Saturday get to me too much. I feel a bit guilty about it at times when I see some of the meltdowns on here. I love my club, I've just learned to control my emotional attachment to it. Maybe an age thing as well.
Good thread H.