Made the decision that I don't care a while ago. Still trying to trick myself into believing it. I'm up and down on it.
There's more important things in life so I'm not about to risk anything.
The big one for me though is the phrase 'it's only a game'. A couple of years ago I'd bite your nose of if you said that to me. But it is only a game really isn't it.
Still 100% on England games though. Even qualifiers.
it doesnt hurt. which is worrying.
I phoned up the Samaritans but when I said I was a Cov City fan they put the phone down on me !Don't let it get you ill mate!
This is one of the reasons I have said that although it isn't a protest and although it won't get SISU out that it should at least be a massive sky blue party at a game. Even if there is nothing to celebrate at the match it could be celebrating CCFC.
Good example is some of the threads on here, people can bicker all day every day but then there is the odd thread where people have a bit of a laugh and a joke and get on when they would otherwise be bickering about some shite. It doesn't make SISU go, but it's a better feeling.
I've even had that feeling too. Like a bad relationship you stay in because of the kids ! But when you've only ever supported one club for fifty years that's it where do you go ?I think if the club were to fold i would actually find it something of a relief. I know thats a terrible thing to say and of course i want a positive resolution if one is possible but i do genuinely feel that having no club would be better than the current situation. At least then i could go and watch my local team and just enjoy the day out without really caring about the result.
I've even had that feeling too. Like a bad relationship you stay in because of the kids ! But when you've only ever supported one club for fifty years that's it where do you go ?
The owners have killed it for me personally . prem or div 4 doesn't really bother me to an extent. however , as long as there is no progress being made , i'll treat it as a [as and when pass time ]As it looks like relegation is on the cards and we'll be playing fourth tier football next season is you're mindset one of anger or just resigned to the inevitable ?I've been through the lot myself but until our crap owners go what can we do ? So is it take it on the chin or join in lobbing flares !
I'm so Cov City that I felt guilty cheering on Sutton to beat Leeds in the Cup !That's the thing. I watch Rochdale occasionally with my 2 best mates and i go and see my local non-league side and i enjoy the games for what they are but it's not the same, They are not MY teams. But i think i've reached a point where i don't even enjoy it when City win now. There is always some other rubbish going on to take the shine off.
You will come to a place where the streets are not marked.
Some windows are lighted. But mostly they're darked.
A place you could sprain both your elbow and chin!
Do you dare to stay out? Do you dare to go in?
How much can you lose? How much can you win?
And IF you go in, should you turn left or right...
or right-and-three-quarters? Or, maybe, not quite?
Or go around back and sneak in from behind?
Simple it's not, I'm afraid you will find,
for a mind-maker-upper to make up his mind.
You can get so confused
that you'll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles cross weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
The Waiting Place...
...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or the waiting around for a Yes or No
or waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting.
Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for the wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.
I feel that Tim Fisher is actually fulfilling the mandate given to him.
What would be great would be a sky blue party at somewhere like the memorial park, get 20k there, a few cans and basically turn the day into everything sky blue. This could be instead of a home game but would fully represent not just a boycott but demonstrate the love we all have for the club. I think something like this could bring all fans together and also take the anger people have against each other.Don't let it get you ill mate!
This is one of the reasons I have said that although it isn't a protest and although it won't get SISU out that it should at least be a massive sky blue party at a game. Even if there is nothing to celebrate at the match it could be celebrating CCFC.
Good example is some of the threads on here, people can bicker all day every day but then there is the odd thread where people have a bit of a laugh and a joke and get on when they would otherwise be bickering about some shite. It doesn't make SISU go, but it's a better feeling.
There is such little hope, that's the killer. Fisher fills everyone with rage and seems to revel in being the hate figure and plays it like a wwe wrestler, just increases the anger amongst the fans. Then the clubs communication, social media and website are dire, should feel like a link to the club but it's just too amateur. Then you have the lack of support from the council and Wasps taking over the infrastructure that was built for the club. What a kick in the balls that continues to be. We know sisu will never build a stadium of our own, we know Ryton will be sold and we'll end up renting something far inferior. We aren't going to have much of a side left to take on Wycombe to get to Wembley, something that the fans richly deserve. Anyone heard anymore red bull rumours? Cos that's the only hope that keeps me going. That someone with a lot of money takes pity on us and restores some shred of pride to the club.