In terms of how it affects me day to day, I try not to think about it. The Mrs. Is a cagey person at the best of times and tries not to watch too much news anyway so she doesn't overly like public places. Doesn't like it when I take the lad places etc. Was worried about Wembley and such.
On how I'd act/react during a terrorist attack depends on the situation. There could be several scenarios.
If I'm with the family then 110% priority is to make sure they're safe at all costs. If I'm on my own/with friends that can make their own choices then I'd way up my options.
Suicide bomber? No chance of fighting, you've just got to help keep people around you calm and get away.
Shooting people? Unless you have a weapon yourself it's not really much of a fight. You've no chance so play dead or get the fuck out and leave it the the old bill.
Knife attacker? If you're clever, quick and aggressive you could potentially fight him. As he's got the weapon and and the element of suprise though the advantage is going to be with him! So again, situation dependant.
I know my strengths and I know my weaknesses. Of all the 1st aid courses and battlefield 1st aid I've done in my lifetime I'm shit at it, I'm not very confident at it and I panic! So in terms of helping the wounded I'm no good but keeping people around me calm and helping them escape get free/hide.
In terms of the aftermath, everybody is different and reacts in a different way. I know that regardless of how many times you see it you'll never forget trauma like that. The sight, the sound, the smell. It'll never leave you until the day you die. It's something you don't think about everyday, but it's something you'll never, ever forget.
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