It's always on my mind now, I seem to be on alert constantly.
I go to Germany a lot with the company I helped start and we are always throwing events. Every time I'm at one I always plan out different escape routes as soon as I get in so I can get out of there without hesitation should some shit hit the fan. I am on edge quite a lot to be honest.
Was the the Hyde Park Winter Wonderland over Christmas and that place just struck me as waiting to be attacked too. I had eyes in the back of my head the entire time.
You are on edge....... I am on events 20 odd times a year in Germany and I am not too bothered. Having said that, the organisors have to put forward a safety concept. This is not just to do with terrorism, but it got stricter on events after the Love Parade disaster in Duisburg.
We had extra bollards put in on some summer fairs after Nice. Maybe there will be more barriers now after Berlin Christmas Market.
I am still a long way from running scared, but checking that there are sufficient escape routes at large events is always a good idea anyway - regardless of terrorism.
In Coventry in the 70s ( after James McDaid blew himself up outside the Penny Black ) and working at Gatwick Airport and in London in the 80s, I was more "on edge" than now.