I am not a real fan. I considered myself to be one previously though.
I am visiting family today. Leaving my house in a couple of hours. We are travelling from the bottom end of the lake district to Lincolnshire. If we were playing at home today my wife would have dropped me off in Coventry and would have picked me up tonight. We have family all over N and N/E Lincolnshire including a few of our kids that have now grown up. Lincoln is only about 90 mins away from Coventry and if for some strange reason we were playing at home tomorrow we would have travelled to Coventry tomorrow morning and I would have gone to the game whilst she visited family in Coventry. If it was an away game I woiuld have got there earlier and got a coach with the lads.
But we are not playing at home. We are not playing away. We are playing in Northampton. I won't go to Northampton. So I won't be going anywhere near Coventry. Shit fan? Not bothered if you think I am. But my wife has well noticed the difference in me this season. Last season I rearranged our holiday plans so I could go away to Yeovil. Wasn't too bad. Just extended our holiday by two days. Only a 6 hour drive away
. We were going that way anyway. This season we were already on holiday when the season started. My wife thought it was a bit strange as I never got a flight back to England to get a game in.
The buzz seems to have gone. Sometimes I don't even know we are playing that day. If it wasn't for this site I might have drifted away by now. If this crap goes on for many more years I will drift away. I may have grown up kids but I also have a 4 and 5 year old. I have other interests like track days with one of my cars. That is always very enjoyable. Can anyone honestly say that football is enjoyable these days whilst following our club? Yes away days can be a good laugh. Always have been. But is it enough to keep us going?
I am retiring in 14 years and 1 month when I am 60. I would have gone earlier but waiting until my youngest two are 18 and 19. My plan was to buy a massive motorhome and follow our club home and away not missing any games. Doesn't seem such a good idea at the moment. Travelling Europe seems a better Idea now.
So yes I have become a shit fan. I might come back as strong as before, but things will need to change drastically from where they are now.