The losing on penalties doesn't bother me, it's the Hamer going off injured and 'what if' scenario that tortures me, really felt like we'd go on to win it before he went off.
I already grieved for losing Vik in January and resigned to us selling him for the greater good of getting some serious money to improve the overall squad. Gus would be a big loss, I'd love us to keep him, albeit it's very unlikely. He dragged us into the playoffs and through them right up until he went off injured, he's been a man possessed, and if the last few months are his new standard, would be incredible to keep him. Will break my heart when he leaves, I should have known better than to catch feelings for a player... First time I've idolised someone this strongly since Robbie Keane.... difference was I was 12 then!