I think I feel more angry now than I did on Saturday. The whole occasion is just wearing off gradually and I'm starting to be burned by it. It was so very close, and whilst I think our tactics were wrong from the start, we somehow got ourselves back into it and it is the hope that kills you. To lose that way is just shit. Dabo going forward to take the penalty was essentially suicide and it's frustrating the life out of me that it was allowed to happen.
Maybe some people are just taking it better than me as well, but I am surprised how well many seem to be doing. I wish I could be like that. Dutch playoffs with Utrecht on Thursday and I don't even feel like going. I actually don't feel like watching football ever again at this moment in time to be quite honest.
Hopefully some break and a good transfer window, and that'll all change by the end of summer.